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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

9:06 PM

i am seriously getting fat. and i mean REALLY VERY FAT.

CIP and CATS presentation completed, hope will do well. only left with bcomm which is on fri. have to wear formal again. have to edit my ppt le. and prepare my script. tml going school for only cip tutorial. 11 to 12. den got duty for spin@ba, yourhealth. den can go home le. haha.

i shall eat less and exercise more.

&the beauty.

7:22 PM

shall just sum up some events recently.
tues, had 4 hrs long of break before ffa lecture. so yanling and i went to library and slacked, booked room and studied for bcomm formats. but nothing got into my mind until later. had some chit chat with yanling too. more of the personal things. haha. den went to lecture. lecture was alright, only that it isnt coming out for exams. den had bcomm test. the question was abt F1 RACE. which i had no idea on it. only heard before but dunno wad it is. so just crapped anyhow for the benefits and costs. den went westmall to meet yj, mummy and cousin joanne. yj changed hp and mummy renewed contract. bought shoes!! haha. yj 1 pair, mum 1 pair, me 2 pairs!! haha. okie. it is meant to be shared. lol. den took cabby home.

wed nothing much, went school at 9 and meet angeline, kailing and gerard. chionged cats ppt. luckily managed to do so. den went to meet uncle willie. haha. he say our problem quite good. haha. we so happy. den have to continue to do. went for aerobics and didnt do anything cos it was meant to be interaction day. den went home. thursday after school went to orchard and i reached there super early can. went to shop around cos still reached there like 2-3 hrs early. meeting weixian they all and mr tan for dinner. saw some clothes i wan to buy but $$$. do didnt buy in the end. at at pasta cafe and chit chatted from 7 plus to 10 plus. took train with mr tan and continue to chat. and we concluded that projects are better than exams.

friday had lecture and bcomm. den stayed to do cats again. until 5. so didnt go for st john. got the watch from jinping. $$ fly away again. sat and sun morning went to mountbatten road. near kallang there. to tend booth for a welfare fiesta. den went to help parents. very tiring.

today had cip presentation. wore formal again. talked abt the website. i was so nervous la. haha. but i think it turned out well. THANKS TO APPLE. cos she did the website out. all we did was send her the words only. but anyway, Tritium3 rocks! haha

chinese new year coming le means exams coming le. must study le.

&the beauty.

5:06 PM

didnt blog for two weeks le. cos was very very extremely busy with projects.
exams coming le. really have to study hard for it le. if not really don need to go yr 2 le.
feeling very tired these few days man. slept for less than 5 hrs. den need to go school le. anyway, today had cip and ffa. cip the website is really making me so stress man. i dunno wad to do with it. next mon need to hand in le. sighs. den ffa really very funny de. when i got do tutorial and ppt slides, i don have to present. when i didnt do, need to present. -.-"
after that went to clementi to meet peiwen to get the short cardis. thanks peiwen. weekiat came with her too. haha. been a long time since i saw them. den took bus to bb den to cck. bought 2 belts and sweet corn. den took bus to yewtee. den slack around le.

tml is a long long day. 9 to 7. sighs.

&the beauty.

10:23 PM

feel like crying today after bstats test 2.

cos i couldnt do the paper when it seems like ppl sitting around me know what is the answer to the questions

whereas me, i couldnt figure out which number stands for what.

it really stressed me up.

don think i am able to pass this paper

got back accounts paper too

barely passed by 3.5 marks

got 23.5/40, 58.8%

when the highest was higher that 95% in my class

felt so useless and helpless

so afraid that i will fail bstats module

so afraid that i will not able to go up to yr 2

was in super low spirits that i didnt feel like going back home or school

when to westmall and walk around and went home still

tml getting back econs

and i think that i will be the lowest in class

getting bcomm tml also

think still alright for bcomm (hopefully)

so much things to do this week esp. econs:

1. Posting of Group Answer [on Tue by 1 pm]

2. Posting of Individual Comments [by Thurs, 6 pm]

3. Attempt of Individual Quiz [by Fri, 6 pm]

4. MYOB assignment [Mon, 11 am]

anyway, ate really lot of food today:

1 plus ate 3 donuts

mint, turbulence from dippit donuts and double chocolate from donut factory

den around 2.40, ate jap bento set at canteen 4

thats all for today

I AM SO STRESSED UP!

&the beauty.

9:41 AM

didnt blog since december 23rd. haha. holidays are not holidays man. all i do is only work at lang. centre and dad shop. dad shop very very busy these few weeks due to some things den at night will watch videos. lol. so anyway, finished some dramas and movies during the holidays le. finished witch yoo hee, ratatouille and the yukan club! the yukan club is a great jap. drama. do watch it people. mike he is the guest actor in ep. 7. very funny. and also from the show that lead me to to like akanish jin from kat-tun. haha. so anyway, school start le which i don look forward to. cos got many things to do and it will be the time to receive results le. haiz. got back cip common test. and pass by 3 marks. 28/50. but at least do have to retest. now i am worried for mon's bstats test. not prepared yet. and don have time too. sat and sun morning work at hans lang. den go to parents shop to work. mon test le, probability. no notes allowed somemore. den next fri need to hand in accounts de thing. hands aching alot thanks to the kick-boxing in aerobics. will blog more often

&the beauty.