you're a mystery yourself

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

1:31 AM

yesterday slept as late as 5am. cos watching shows. den this morning woke up at 1130am cos have to bring yj to alexander hospital for attachment. sighs. really dont feel like going with them. but what to do. dad last night already rush me to bath and sleep early. den at work feel like sleeping. duh. and business is exceptionally good for mondays. den quickly clear up and went home.

sometimes i really think. y is my life like that. haiz. jus a sat off will be so difficult. frankly, i don dare to have things to on sat. cos its like. so difficult to take a day off on sat. this sat got sc outing for baoc. initially got that day OFF le. but now. sway sway THAT DAY two aunty not coming to work. and mom asked what time i end. haiz. so checked with lynette. and she said end at abt 7 to 8. wanted to get help from mei. but she say 'dunno, having exams on mon'. so no hope le. msged wee ting to ask to leave earlier on sat. haiz. but cant blame anyone. cos nobody expected it afterall. but just so 不甘心. thought that will enjoy on sat. cos its supposed to be a BONDING event and it's a one day event. but now. wadever la. don care already. anyway thurs not going to work. cos going out to eat dinner with sec frens. fri going back to sec school to settle some things and have to try to go work earlier cos aunt got doctor appointment for some scanning.

thumbdrive got loose after lending to bro. how sway can i ever get. argh! life is getting harder and harder to control. i jus wan to enjoy life. is that really that difficult? tml have to wake at 830 am. cos going with parents to amk to bring grandma for physiotheraphy.

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