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Thursday, October 25, 2007

12:17 AM

mon.
went for cip and ffa lessons. and guess wad. i was LATE FOR CIP! thanks to the buses and the small rain. left the hse at 8 and took the mrt that goes straight towards pasir ris. reached clementi abt 8.20 and i onli managed to get up the bus at 9am. see how horrible it is. lucky managed to reach class by 9.15. if not will be marked ABSENT. formed grp for cip and made intro infront of class. we were asked to bring digital life mag. and yet we didnt used it. wasted my time to wake up early in the morning to find the mag. den i tot was cip TUTORIAL and it turned out to be cip WORKSHOP. and i rushed out my tutorial ans for cip last night and didnt manage to finish tutorial for ffa.

den went for ffa tutorial and the room is super cold. finally get to see until who it in my class. well. dont really noe the rest. except dennis, yanling and siti. but onli currently close to yanling? so had our tutorial den went to bb to see conan comic got anot. but still don have. so went to look around den went home. reached home and watched ai qing mo fa shi and print notes for this week and also in advance.

tues.

had lesson at 12 but went myself cos parents bring granny to physiotheraphy at amk very early. so had bcomm but cos i on-ed my lappy, i didnt listen at all. onli noe that there is presentation next week. fast la. den also tutor give sweets and chocs to the class. yay!

went to lt22 next. but the lecturer already start le. lol. but i wasnt listening also. after cip lecture is ffa lecture. halfway thru got doze off. den suddenly awake and listen le. can understand this topic. i must past ffa this sem. of not next sem got alot of modules cannot take. mus jia yous. ended lecture and went home myself.cos parents not fetching me from school.

reached home den felt hungry and ate the cake in the fridge. delicious! but a bit too sweet. den made reservations at carousel which is at royal plaza. the dfs there. the place, the ambience, and most impt the food is simply beyond description.it buffet type and there is jap food like sushi and sashimi, cold seafood, the oysters and prawns, salads, thai salads too, italian food like fresh variety mushrooms served in italian style, roasted chicken,lamb and beef, chicken rice(the chicken rice is so nice. it is served with one small ball of rice and chicken.)duck noodles, and lastly the desserts. the desserts are the most tempting la. so many kinds until i also dunno which one to eat. took some pics but will upload later.

after eating, went home and on the way, the staff from the carousel cal me and said that they and charged less. and it like charged 2 hundred plus less. dots. they keyed the wrong amt. haha. but mayb is because business too good le. the place was fully booked. went home den bath and slept.

wed.
had IS modules today. so went to school den meet angeline at 53 reached the class the tutor there le. did some activities ad it was fun. really liked cats lesson. cos feel very relaxed and the tutor really noes how to communicate with us. next wed cats will not be in the class but meeting at jurong east interchange at 1045. doing some assignment. den me and angeline today forgot to mark our attendance for cats. lol. next week must remember to tell him.

after that went to meet cindy, and saw brenda, yanling. waited for cheryl den headed to the new gym cos all the same s&w-aerobics. aerobics is FUN! sweated and the coach is also very high. haha. but really like it. haha. after that went to bukit panjang and bought some things and went home. continue to watch ai qing mo fa shi while doing bstats. so now shall go sleep le. tml having lecture at 9. gosh.

&the beauty.

1:35 AM

sat.
ARGH!!! MONEY LOST AGAIN!!
have been losing $$$ lately this week.
lost 20 bucks on mon and another 14 bucks this morning.
was extremely frustrated to see my money losing this morning FOR NO PARTICULAR REASON! argh.
but nevertheless, still went to work. was almost late for 5 mins. haha. cos i took a long itme before getting myself out of the hse. today is so hectic la. just got myself in the centre for about 5 mins and got parents wan to pay school fees le. i haven ended prepare all the things for the centre to start. omg. so hurried and settled the fees den had to print materials for k2. and so ma fan la. den got parents enquiring this and that, pay fees for next yr de. den i all do halfway, the materials for k2 de luckily got feng jing xuan lao shi and chen zhu xiu lao shi to help me out. if not i confirmed die. janet didnt come today and rebecca came. and today i think i really very sway or wad la. got this parent called to enquire but i still have parents to attend to at the reception desk. so got the number and decided to call her back in a while later. so attended to the parents at the front den called this parent back. and she said that she's at outside not convenient. and asked me to call her back at 2.

so did some things here and there. den 2 plus called her back. den was talking about the fees and she said that it was ex. and started to compare to other centres and asked me why. me, being new to the centre, don really noe how to handle this qns. so passed the phone over to rebecca. den this parent became so angry and started saying. den when rebecca return the phone back to me, she said, 'why u just now suddenly give the phone to another colleague. how can u like dat, never tell me den jus pass it to colleague. blahblahblah'. so didnt noe wad to say so kept apologising. and continued to attend to her with the help of rebecca. so me and rebecca wasnt happy at all with this parent. seriously.

after that went down to parents stall. the place seemed to changed. the lights are alot brighter now, the people have changed, the system has changed too. really missing ah z. aunty and ah zai uncle. so just worked and worked. den dinner time got hokkien mee-my favourite. but wasnt enuf. by the time mum, aunt and me came out there wasnt much food left. luckily cousin left a bowl for me. but after eating that bowl of noodles, i am still not full yet. mom too. so we were thinking wad food to eat next. but wad happened nect was totally unexpected! (at least for me). dad actually vooked another large bowl of hokkien mee for us! haha. me, aunt and mom sat down and continued to eat. i ended up eating 3 bowls in total. scary rite. haha. so started clearing up the stall and went home.

yesterday
MIEC LECTURE HALL IS SO GREAT!!! makes all of us want to sleep. cos its so comfortable!!! but pls. the lecture is still a bore. haha. den went for bcomm lecture. but i wasnt listening at all. cos i had my laptop on-ed and i ended up playing during lessons. lol.
came back from school and feel like sleeping but ended up didnt sleep at all. instead watched ai qing mo fa shi. cos cousin lent the cds to me long time ago but i haven watched. so watched 7 discs straight. den very tired le. so went to sleep le.

&the beauty.

9:12 PM

wed.
went to bath after waking up and went to fetch mom and grandma with dad and yj at jurong east. cos they go for some therapy thing at the shenzhou clinic or something similar. they finished by 1140 like dat. den dad got abit not happy. cos we have to go to eat first den dad have to bring me to school and yj to alexander hospital. reached grandma block there the coffee shop at 12. so quickly ordered some noodles and eat finished by 1230 like dat den dad brought me to blk 53. supposed to meet angeline but she no sure where the block is. so met her at convention centre there den walked to 53. reached the class and saw a few ppl. den the tutor came. had fun in cats class cos we were laughing alot.

after that went to lt 26 for s&w briefing. den waited for 61 cos want to go westmall. den got this 61 came so walked towards the bus with kailing. den got one gal behind me and keep pushing me and make herself to the front den she made it in the bus and i cant get in cos the bus was full!! i was like. omg la. cos 61 have to wait VERY LONG. ARGH! so no choice waited again. den came and saw ram and jamie in the bus. den talked, reached westmall and went to return books and borrowed conan bk 34 to 36. bought kfc for mei and bro and me as well. and there goes my $$. these few days $$ keep going missing. argh. reached home eat and den bath. didnt do anthing. jus going to slack for this week. haha. den slept at 1130.

thurs.
woke up early. cos got lecture at 9. reached clementi and took 184. so happen that xm was on the bus too. but didnt talk until reached np cos we were not near and are busy with our books. haha. reached np and saw rachel. she waiting for huiting. den went to cheers cos xm wan to buy water, returned my dvd to me and walked to lt cos same direction. he 20 i 22. reached 22 and saw eugene and saw kailing with her frens and went to the lt. sat behind the rows and the lecture saw something. 'those sitting at the back, move to the front. no one is to sit at the last three rows.' den we were like aiyer. need to move now. so me and yanling moved to the middle. haha. never will i wan to sit at the first few rows. haha. den lecture finished in one and a half hour and can go home le. took 75 and went to bukit panjang den changed to 960 and walked a distance den reached home. ate maggi noodles cos no food left. den the whole day is keep using laptop also dunno doing what. haha. ate dinner and i think that one of my tooth is going to drop after biting until a bone. haha. later going to sleep le. cos tml 9 again.

&the beauty.

2:10 AM

mon.
didnt go school. cos first week don have tutorial or workshop except for bcomm. so no lessons on monday for this week. cos is cip workshop and ffa tutorial. supposed to go to work with parents but left eye reddish and slightly swollen. so didnt go with parents. afternoon went to thai village to eat to treat granny for her belated birthday cos we didnt have time to celebrate with her on the actual day. after that dad dropped us at jurong east. went to popular and walk walk, bought a shirt from this fashion and went home. printed notes for the whole day but onli printed for this week de. ended up me and yj no go work. cos don have mood and got things to do. and as usual got alot of ppl. haha. always like dat. den watched the 9 pm last episode. VERY NICE AND TOUCHING!!! parents come home prepare their food den did abit of things and slept.

tues.
woke up at 1015am den went to bath and waited for parents to be ready. reached school at 1135 like dat. haven eat but went to buy ffa notes first. den went to co-op buy sweets. den saw yanling first. den behind her got ppl wave to me. den see is xiangming and benjamin. den almost tripped by the chair and fall but didnt. bought tako to eat. den went for bcomm. the tutor is so young pls. 24 yrs old onli den is from us de. den played some games in his lesson. ended den headed to lt 20 for cip and ffa lectures. continuous 3 hrs lecture. omg. so cold den raining somemore and hungry and ffa the lecturer really take her own sweet time la. like abt 1 hr gone le we jus finish 5 slides out of the 20 plus slides. lol. den read book, eat sweet and bought waffle cos cannot tahan le.

went home myself bought newspapers and den tv den went out to eat again. went to farmart to eat the western food, no bad, very nice to eat. after that went home and watched fantastic 4 cd cos i haven watch. watch the invisible target again also. den watch romantic princess cos haven finish watching. tml is IS lessons. until 5. sian. same timing as last sem lo. okie. go sleep now le.

&the beauty.

2:31 AM

sat.
woke up at 7.45 and went to bath. eyes were slightly swollen and reddish. but alright now. reached work place, chen z.x teacher jus reached also and she forgot to bring her money so lent her 10 bucks den had the centre opened. cos public holiday, den got many parents called to check got lesson alot. so busy. den next year the timing for different levels all out le. so also got parents make payment for next year as well as holiday program and enquire. rebecca came earlier den usual cos i told her got a lot of things and janet is sick. den got one parent very troublesome den i also cannot tahan. haha. after that went to buy lunch den continued to typed the compo. and i finished all the compo that has to be typed out. now onli have to wait for edited compo to edit and new compo to arrive. haha.

went to parents shop after that. cos public holiday den very very busy. i reached there about 5 plus going to 6 but didnt see bro come den called home and they still at home. mei came down to work today! so happy. hahas. went to change clothes and left my card holder in the toilet and forgot about it totally until mom went to the toilet hrs later. luckily no one took it away. if not i die. haha. so quickly went inside after i changed and didnt stop walking here and there all the way until 8 plus to 9. when finally can rest le my legs are so suan la. whole day keep walking. haha. den after that also very hungry cos onli eat a pkt of rice in the afternoon den no more le. so ate the chocolate mousse cake i bought form 717 trading before coming parents shop. but not nice. den at night ate CRAB! so nan de can eat crab at my parents shop for dinner la. very nice. me and bro were the last to leave the table cos we finished up the rest of the food left. HAHA. den quickly cleaned up and i learnt a new word from my bro-baka which means idiot or stupid in jap. but dunno correct anot. haha. went home after that.

sun.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!
went to eat at tung lok arena or something de. somewhere near discovery centre to celebrate mom's birthday. dad paid the bill but we will divide cost among the four of us as birthday present. after that dropped yj at jurong the spc petrol station cos she got driving. saw her drive and we felt that it is very slow. but i guess beginners are like dat right? who noes. mayb i will be even slower the next time i learn. hahas. after that dad brought us home. reached home used lappy to check email for a while den mei used lappy to watch david copperfield on veoh. read conan until feel like sleeping den yj called. so went to bath and the three of us went to meet her at bb.

went to return conan book 27 and 30 den went to davin link and buy one farewell card cos today is the last day that the coffeeshop aunty and uncle-ah z. aunty and ah zai uncle will be working. cos of some probs. they all very good de. den last day le so bought some things for them. den went to gift image to buy one sunflower. den went to g-force network to buy yj hp as birthday gift. so bought w850i but new line cos the uncle say more worth it. den went to shop and save to buy some things for shop and bought tiramisu cake a necklace for myself but is yj pay, one ham burger and large fries from mos burger, bubble tea den headed to work. den work and work until 9 plus den everyone also very hungry. den brought out the cake and gifts. so celebrated mom's and xiao gu's birthday cos xiao gu's birthday is tml-15 oct and also farewell for ah z aunty and ah zai uncle. gonna miss aunty's dessert and uncle's teh tarik. ended celebration and cleaned up and went home.

&the beauty.

9:26 PM

mon.
went to cwdss cos st john shirt is ready as well as go mentoring. reached school but jp they all haven reach. den jp ended up not coming. den went with ms shivali to draw money cos she forgot that the shirts are coming today. so jy came after he ended school den went up to the library and helped cy they all. after that quickly took bus to dad's shop. made an achievement today-I FOUND THE SPECTACLES SHOP that i have been finding for so long la. shall find one day to go repair my specs. had a lot of things to do cos aunt and uncle left shop earlier. so ended up we started clearing and cleaning the stall at 9.30pm and cleaned until abt 1050pm. like an hour plus? tiring. den went home.

tues.
woke up at 10. cos dad went out to buy breakfast come back le. so wake up and eat. den went to bath and went out to far east plaza with mom cos she going for medical checkup at dr. kee there. den went to shop shop around but didnt buy anything except a pair of ear rings. and shoes for yj. after that took cab to dr. low's hse den eat penang laksa and chocs and many food. after that walked to their new hse and i feel like sleeping man. so tired. went home after that and slept in the car. reached home slept for another 2 hrs.den went to m hotel to eat jap food with dr low they all also. bought cakes from the level 1 de dunno wat place and celebrated in advance mom's birthday. after that went home. watched romantic princess but too tired so didnt watch all and slept. made another achievement today. FINALLY KNOW HOW A 'WU GUI CAR' LOOKS LIKE. haha

wed.
went to work with parents. nothing much happen except that mom fell and had a blue black just below the kneecap den went home and watched romantic princess and finished it and slept le.

thurs.
as usual went to work with parents den helped mom to dice the pork for sweet and sour pork until shoulder also very suan. haha. den work and work. and dad agreed to cook 2 crabs home. haha. so reached home and ate crab. den bath and slept.

fri.
didnt go to work today. cos decided to take a break after working for so many weeks. so went to cwdss to mentor cy they all and did a few a maths qns. den took 189 to bb. den bought a lot of things to eat. haha. been eating alot these few days. haha so went home ate the food i bought and cooked maggi mee to eat. tml going to work at centre and double pay. yay!!

&the beauty.

1:51 AM

woke up at 8.45 today cos have to go to work. den quickly prepare and reached jurong at 9.30. reached outside the centre and one teacher and student already reach le. so paiseh. haha. den quickly open the door. today didnt manage to chiong all the compo out. left two undone. cos today whole day i keep printing things den need to print two different paper into one double sided paper. and keep taking the wrong page den sequence all wrong. lol. jessica and anthony came today to wait for janelle to end lesson. felt quite stress when got them with me alone. cos jessica was the one who recommend me the job.

had a lot of things to do and got male students keep choking the sink den flood the toilet making me so busy, wanting to catch the culprit so whenever hear got ppl go boys toilet will go check. den aloysius de class is so extreme noisy that they are disturbing the class.. so went it and say them. after that last lesson le faster clear the classrooms and clean the toilets everything den locked the place and sat 333 to parents shop.

reached there and ate the small plate of fried rice left on the table and quickly went inside to help le. cos got many ppl le. today is so extreme tiring and messy with one aunty not here and yj was late den very messy. as usual all shouting and screaming. haha. den eat abit of the food prepared for didi and yj they all cos they going back home earlier den didnt joined uncle they all for diner later and started clearing and washing the things. after that went home cooked korean instant noodles for dad and ate abit as well, watched the X files and den bath, watched videos, checked mail and now blogging.

tml going back to cwdss cos st john shirt is ready le.

&the beauty.

11:13 PM

fri.
went back to cwdss for mentoring.
den chee yee keep asking qns. hahas
but also got some qns i dunno how to do le
forgot the formulas le. hahas
den left at abt 4 plus and went to work.
reached home and received cy's msg
saying that mr tay is asking my batch the ppl to go back and mentor next week everyday they can for those who are free.
so ppl, do mentor whenever you are free k. =)

thanks novell for the gift. =D

sat.
woke up at 8.45 den sleep again and woke up at 9 again. went to np and saw wj and wz at clementi. reached np bus stop and saw noone i noe. rachel and shirui not coming for the outing today. cos shirui didnt receive the email. but anyways, waited and saw xm. (we are in the same grp) but we also didnt talk that much. haha. cos he also has his frens. den the whole sc outing start. made a number of frens. Pei Xin is the first new fren i made! =)

first we went to lt 22 there and played ice breakers. the wacko and the couple thing. and me and peixin ran 3 times. haha. but weeting and lynette was worse they ran for dunno how many rounds. haha.after that went back to sports hall and had to build the tallest tower with the things provided and my grp was the first to collapse. but anyway we tried.

next we were given the first clue to the next station and the station turn out to be HOUGANG. but we were the last grp to go off cos our tower collapsed. after took 74 to hougang and sat in the bus for 50 mins. tiring sia. so reached there and went to eat first den find the game master and played charade. we won ourselves 16k. haha cos we guessed alot. got out second clue but couldnt get the exact place so had to pay for the ans.

den sat 88 to bishan and and played the 'i am afraid' i think is the game called. den we touched the things in the box and had to guess. abit of gross but still okie. haha. den got next clue and couldnt get the correct place again. so paid and headed to amk ave 1 blk 220. played 'transformers' there. it is fun and scary too for some of us. got the next clue and solved it by ourselves and had to go tpy for the next station. but while walking to the bus stop to take bus, wee ting got a call that the last station is cancelled.

so i took cab from there to parents shop. while the rest head back to np for debrief. reached shop den eat and started work. was EXTREME angry with my dad today. so i talk back today. very very emosive. but while now its okie le. jus hope tml history wont repeat itself. tml working at clinic so will be sleeping soon.

&the beauty.

1:47 AM

wed.
went to sec school to settle basic and advance nco course de forms. den bought bubble tea with mini pearls. den went to work again. was extremely emosive yesterday.. should be the whole week? sighs. dunno why also. watched ying ye 3 +1 until 10 le. shall wait for 11 to be aired in taiwan. getting nicer and nicer le.

thurs.
woke up at 1230. so nice to sleep. ate den rest a while and started with st john things. have to do report on quotation and put pictures for the forms in softcopy. so tiring man. but still had it done. den got a prob. the file is to big cannot send to yx. lol. saved into thumbdrive and quickly went to bath cos late le. den went to sunset way 101. supposed to be 6.30 meet. but in the end none of them reached, haha, but jy came down cos i reached le. den tok and tok until they come eat den went home. saw charmaine too! didnt see her for a VERY LONG TIME.. reached home almost 11. tml going back to sec school for mentor shall go sleep now.

&the beauty.

12:40 AM

tues.
woke up at 845 this morning. slept onli for 4 hrs. den like no energy like dat. slept in the car everywhere we go. brought grandma to amk for physiotheraphy and while waiting went with dad to see da gu at sunlove home den eat the steamed bread, which made me feel like puking after that. went to eat at lemongrass with grandma den bring grandma back home and fetch granny to uncle's hse, to see aunt cos she jus had an operation not long ago. went to fetch mei and went home. checked email and slept for 2 hrs. den bath and went to the old turf city to eat jap food until very full. fetched yj from alexander hosp. and went home.

tml going back to cwdss to settle things den go work.

&the beauty.

1:31 AM

yesterday slept as late as 5am. cos watching shows. den this morning woke up at 1130am cos have to bring yj to alexander hospital for attachment. sighs. really dont feel like going with them. but what to do. dad last night already rush me to bath and sleep early. den at work feel like sleeping. duh. and business is exceptionally good for mondays. den quickly clear up and went home.

sometimes i really think. y is my life like that. haiz. jus a sat off will be so difficult. frankly, i don dare to have things to on sat. cos its like. so difficult to take a day off on sat. this sat got sc outing for baoc. initially got that day OFF le. but now. sway sway THAT DAY two aunty not coming to work. and mom asked what time i end. haiz. so checked with lynette. and she said end at abt 7 to 8. wanted to get help from mei. but she say 'dunno, having exams on mon'. so no hope le. msged wee ting to ask to leave earlier on sat. haiz. but cant blame anyone. cos nobody expected it afterall. but just so 不甘心. thought that will enjoy on sat. cos its supposed to be a BONDING event and it's a one day event. but now. wadever la. don care already. anyway thurs not going to work. cos going out to eat dinner with sec frens. fri going back to sec school to settle some things and have to try to go work earlier cos aunt got doctor appointment for some scanning.

thumbdrive got loose after lending to bro. how sway can i ever get. argh! life is getting harder and harder to control. i jus wan to enjoy life. is that really that difficult? tml have to wake at 830 am. cos going with parents to amk to bring grandma for physiotheraphy.

&the beauty.

4:14 AM

have been watching ying ye 3+1 recently and liked this song qi shi ni dong wo 'u do know me' by chen qiao en. also find the lyrics very very meaningful. so shall put in this post.

歌曲:其实你懂我

演唱:陈乔恩

词:蔡慧盈/柯呈雄曲:Lars Quang/祝锵博James

我到底是谁在你心中占有怎样的地位

你不说清楚你让我们的爱坠在七里雾

爱很讨厌总是忽近又忽远的让人追

追半天你连抱歉一句抱歉也不给

我向前走低著头眼泪不停向后流

一直走不回头希望你会找到我

但是始终不如愿希望都落空

我仍相信其实你懂我

我向前走低著头眼泪不停向后流

一直走不回头希望你会找到我

但是始终不如愿希望都落空

我仍相信其实你爱我

我发誓千遍我这一走你就无法挽回

虽然心会痛总比受尽委屈还要更好过

我等了等脑海始终浮现你对我的好

好半天你连Babe 一句安慰也不给

一前一后你跟在我的背后沉默

Yeh…Yeh…Yeh…

前前后后希望你握住我的手

Yeh…Yeh…Yeh…
Wo..Wo..Wo..

我向前走抬起头擦掉眼泪向前走

一直走不回头相信你会找到我

梦里寻他千百遍希望都实现

我不想走无法心不动

我向前走抬起头擦掉眼泪向前走

一直走不回头相信你会找到我

梦里寻他千百遍希望都实现

我仍相信其实你懂我

&the beauty.

2:03 AM

back to blogging. finally get to use the com after one whole tiring week. haha.

tues.
xm birthday. had this surprised celebration for him. so jp, lesden, jas, lance, justine, w.jun, w.jie, mark, j.yang, j.ying, isabelle, michelle, xiao hui and others came to my hse. cos parents got invite relatives come my hse to celebrate mooncake festival, so ordered buffet-easier. hahas. so did some chatting. and i swear man. that day is SOOO TIRING! walked up and down up and down. and pls. the cake is so super heavy k. also didnt have time to go and like talk and hang around with my relatives, nieces and nephews. den some went off earlier and the last batch went off at 11? den went back home and clear some things den help mei with her hw. den went to sleep.

wed.
went with jp and jy to toa payoh for st john tee. finally done with supplier and will be ready by oct. yeah! den actually was considering wan to go work anot. den aunt called and say she cant go work. cos she not well. so have to go. but in the end. aunt still came. lol. haha cos she thought i will come late. but i didnt! hahas. but nevermind la. so worked and went home.

thurs.
nothing much. jus that went to work with my parents. den went home.

fri.
didnt went with parents to shop. but went down later. on the way to shop mom called. father is sick. feeling giddy. den quickly go down and help. den dad went home to rest and came down again at night to cook and clear up. den went home and watched tv, den sleep.

sat.
went to work at the centre and had quite a num of things to do. cos got children's day gift to give out also. den some level different type of gift. so quite messy den went down to work at parents shop. reached home and quickly bath, upload the pics den rest le. yj de birthday de. but haven give her present. cos haven buy hahas.

sun.
went to work at centre again. cos janet has some personal things to settle. rebecca went to hk. so onli i one person. typed compo as usual, but alot faster. cos sun don really have anything to do. haha. but when clearing up alot of thing to do sia. den rushed down to parents stall. cos aunt treat relatives den got 4 tables cos she win toto or 4d. den got many ppl and clear and went home. bought burgers but didnt eat much. feeling hungry now. hahas

&the beauty.