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Sunday, September 30, 2007

12:09 AM

shall jus upload these pictures before jinping kill me. haha. so going to sleep now cos tml got work at centre. 8.25 have to wake up le. will blog tml again.

&the beauty.

11:45 AM

okie. haven been blogging. cos these few days after work very tired, wan to on com also lazy den go sleep le. so anyway, yesterday had to clean many things cos tues off. den have to clean the big big steamer. actually is mom clean de. but cos she hand pain den ask mi do. the thing is actually not that difficult to clean. but the position to clean is so ... ya. cos the head have to go into the hole and stretch ur and inside to clean it. and the whole to so low den u have to sort of half squat. den i half squat and put the weight on my left leg. in the end, my left leg no energy den become wobbly. haha. den the thing is quite hot also la. den i keep sweating.

so later relatives coming. but i don think got alot? cos all go overseas. den can chit chat and eat. den bring the kids to take lantern. I WAN TO GO SWIMMING! i have been saying this like since the start of the holiday. but until now. I STILL DIDNT GO! so later before everything start i am going to swim with brother and parents. cos sisters not around.

shall blog again another time.

&the beauty.

2:03 AM

didnt blog like for the past 5 days?? nothing to blog cos was on 'bad luck' for the whole week! as it nothing is going smoothly. everyday will have things happen that made me so angry, sad, agitated etc.. don ask anything. those who noe will noe. so i will shall not blog on what happen for the week.

sat. as usual went to work. den in the trin found a seat and sat down. halfway through another bad thing happened. i keep coughing non-stop like from bukit gombak until bukit batok la. wanted to control but jus couldnt. i was making to much noise. so paiseh. so started work den ate mooncake for break. den went to buy batteries for one of the teachers. den called four leaves cck branch. wanted to order cake but they say must go down personally to order de. that means that i have to go down tml. eh. i mean later when i wake up?

i'm not looking forward to moon cake festival.

&the beauty.

11:52 PM

mei's birthday so went to thai village for lunch. mei's fav. place to eat. cos can eat sharkfins. haha. so eat alot of food den parents brought us back home. but dropped yj at yew tee mrt first. cos she going out with her frens. sometimes i really don like you. well. mayb u don like me too.
so went online to fill up the promotion form with jia yang. the form is not that easy to fill in la. cos got so many dates to fill in. sian. so left some blanks and submitted it. den went to youtube to watch some videos. cos last night wan to watch but all the videos no sound.

den 5 went to work. but before that went to yewtee pasar malam to buy food spent 15 dollars there den took cab down. reached shop den started eating. business started quite early. reached there not long den have to start working le. busy until i 喘不过气来. so get quite irritated very easily. i dunno why too. mayb the prob lies with me. but i dunno why too.
den went home early with bro and yj. reached home started eating dinner. at first don wan to eat de. den bro pangseh and go eat. so eat abit. den brought out the cake and eat again. parents gave angbao, yj gave wallet and pencil case. bro paid the cake. onli left me no gib. dunno wad to give. will see on wed when i go out. tml go work with parents and foresee got many things to do again.

think i ate too much of the gummy sweets yj bought. now throat feeling abit pain le.

&the beauty.

2:43 AM

well. yesterday came home with parents. at first wanted to come home early. but in the end decided not.cos already very late le. 9 plus. go home by myself also makes no point. so packed up quickly den went home. reached home played the vcd for parents and i ended up watching too. after dat,went to sleep.

woke up at 7.40 as usual. and feel very very tired. cos didnt sleep the whole night. every sat i don dare to sleep cos i scared will oversleep den late for work. so pulled myself up den went to work. nothing much in the morning. den afternoon rebecca came in with lunch. den got many things le. two teachers last min. cannot make it. den cannot find relief teacher. den rebecca almost ask me to teach the p2s. i was like omg!! though i noe the students of that class. but not prepared for it. luckily in the end got the other teacher to change. very messy. and today i think i am quite fierce to the students. cos they really very very noisy and not listening.sorry to say. but pls don think that you noe me very well. even if we are related. but truthfully, u really don noe me well. the more you think u do. the more i can stand it. u noe that? i doubt so.
den today went to buy tea break. bought a cake from prima. not bad. called dunno wad forest de. forgotten le. den continue to type the compo. got so many. i dunno when can finish. and han xiao zhang is rushing for the sec. level de compo. so many how to complete. so next week must type faster le. den today den helped to cleaned the toilets or any rooms. cos no time le. den went to buy cake for meimei birthday tml. eh. should be today le. cos after 12 le. haha. happy birthday!! =) haven buy present also. most prob jus give ang bao. haha. den went to work. bus 66 always so long de. den chatted with jp also. checked mail and saw the mail jac send. the form so difficult to fill in sia. but have to. okie. shall go sleep le. so tired.

&the beauty.

10:56 AM

okie. got my results. and i am so happy that i PASSED my econs.
blaw=a, bca=b+, bmgt=c+, iac=b, infa=b, lms=b+, maec=c gpa=3.04
i actually scored a b for my accounting. yay!
later going work le.

&the beauty.

1:01 AM

didnt blog yesterday. cos it was too late. yesterday still had runs until late afternoon abt 4 plus 5. went work with parents yesterday. den keep going toilet. haha. aunt they all see me come back to work all say 'wahh.. come back work le ah. okie anot.. still got diarrhoea arh?' den aunt say i become one size smaller. haha.

at night went to see dr low again. den he say i cannot eat oily,spicy and milk for 3 days. but he say i must eat if not will get gastric pain. den eat medicine before eating plain bee hoon soup with onli green veg. pathetic rite. haha. but it tast nice. haha. and pls the medicine is soso horrible to eat la. got one is powder form de. must add water de. and it taste like clay la. eek!

today so happy. cos i am now DIARRHOEA FREE! hahas. not at all diarrhoea. haha. so went to work today. and have to do curry ingredients-translation from chinese. dunno how to say. which is wat i dread most. haha. cos very hot, stuffy and oily to stand at where my father cooks and have to pack the curry ingredients into packets. den today wan to eat food also dunno wad to eat. cos cannot eat oily den alot of things cannot eat le. but my stomach like got alot of wind. keep feeling bloated.

in the end shared the porridge my aunt cooked with salted egg. the porridge i don really like. cos is made up from different beans i think. also got barley inside. but still have to eat. no choice. sat i can start eating any food i like le. heh heh. cant wait for sat so that i can start eating chilli,fried food etc. HAHA.

few more hours and results will be out. wish me good luck for my results man. all pass i happy le. especially my ECONS. oh ya. jus checked my timetable and my IS modules are out. all on wednesday. AGAIN. last sem also wed. this sem also wed. but anyway its not confirmed. but i dunno wad to take for my s&w. shall see abt it again. results results results....

&the beauty.

11:23 PM

still had runs. but will bear with it. parents actually wan to bring to see dr low. but he tues also no work. so have to wait until tml. most probably i will go see dr low if still like dat tml. den woke up and went with parents and uncle to clarke quay to eat. my dad's shifu place. peony-jad restaurant or something i think. so eat and visited the toilet at times. haha. but i loved the food! though today didnt get to eat my favourite chicken cube fried with dried chilli. haha.
next time pls don anyhow be angry can. or show wadever attitude to the ppl around u.
after that slept in the car and went to granny hse to sit sit chit chat. den cousin went to work at swensen. den we went to bukit timah, to buy somethings for parents shop. went to fetch yj and her fren after that. den headed home. ate at home for dinner. last minute preparation. haha. delicious. luckily ate the medicine first before eating. so no problems.
i get very pissed off with u when u get angry with other things like ur laptop den u get angry.
jus now helped my mother to dye the hair. haha. got one machine de. small small de. very fun. but got kana my hand den i think i got rub until or wad ah. so now my left eye become red.haha but tml will be okie le.
ppl ask u thing wan to help u den u show attitude. as though being angry will solve the problem.
these few days i am addicted to my bro's ds. playing trace memory. quite fun. haha. trying to trace the memory of 'D'. but i am now stuck at the third chapter. dunno wad i should do. cannot find anything to get help solve the puzzles. so now can onli wait for meimei to play den try to find out.haha. okie. now shall go and continue watch tv-beautiful connection. onli left with 15 minutes. blog tml. =)

&the beauty.

6:46 PM

okie. was finally recover-ing. cos still had some runs this mornings but alot better than yeaterday and the days before. den yesterday night. mom asked me to drink 100 plus added with water. cos i have been having runs and vomiting the past few days so i need to restore my minerals and salt. in actually fact, for the past few days. cos i keep drinking water until i drink water and feel that the water got another taste that is so disgusting. haha.

so today i didnt go work. den watch tv and played com. changed a new tagboard after much effort. haha. but satisfied. haha. den also finally managed to PRODUCE my archives out. haha. cos the previous time i went to delete the link cos i didnt noe abt it. haha. so jus now bro came back and he made a new blog. haha. okie. shall go eat now. thanks those who concerned abt my sick. all right now. =D

&the beauty.

2:28 PM

okie. didnt blog the past few days cos of one reason. i was soso sick

thurs night yj was sick having fever and headache. 2am at night i also become sick also fever and headache den didnt go back to cwdss to teach first aid

sorry jy. den abt 4 plus 5 i started going to the toilet. having severe diarrhoea. den keep sweating and visiting the toilet, was feeling totally unwell!! den morning abt 8 plus went to toilet again this time felt giddy. quickly went to living rm to sit den sweat again

den went back to sleep, ate the fever and pain medicine and felt slightly better. when eating i don have the appetite la, eat abt 3 spoons den go toilet again. felt so terrible. dad ask me drink the brown sugar drink or something. after that went toilet again

give up on eating-i only eat plain rice with soup. went to sleep again. the whole day i onli sleep and eat abit den no do anything le. at first don wan to see doctor de. but when i was eating porridge. i vomitted. congrats. so go see doctor. have 6 different medications. ate medicine and went back to sleep.

SAT.
didnt go to work at centre or at dad's shop. cos still having slight fever and and headache. diarrhoea too. so stayed at home.afternoon got appetite den decided to eat takoyaki balls. but after that no appetite again. i only eat 3 mouths of porride den toilet time again. vomited three times today. parents bought lots of food home at night. but i really don have the appetite or the mood to eat. so went to sleep.

SUN.
middle of the night diarrhoea came back again. but no more fever le. woke up early these days cos slept early. den watched san mao, doremon and others. took my medicine and don feel good again. meimei say i everytime eat finish medicine den will go toilet de. which i think is very true. parents bought us to FLAP for brunch. as usual, i didnt eat much, cos couldnt eat. onli ate plain rice, soup and veg. and i visited the toilet again. 3 times for a lunch. feeling very terrible. just hope that the diarrhoea will stop and vomitting will stop as well.

results are releasing soon. on the 14th this coming thurs. will i do well?? hope so..

&the beauty.

12:44 AM

JP I DON WAN TO THE THING.. ITS SO LONG..

watched finish high school musical 2
so nice. watched until 3.30 den sleep

wed.
went to work with parents again
did a lot of things
so tiring. esp on a wed.
both aunt didnt come today
one red eyes.
one high blood pressure
omg. den ask shu xiang auntie to come down
den work le
no ppl at the start
den i wan to sleep already la.
dne slowly got biz.
after that eat and cleared up
today clear super fast and early
abt 10.30 clear finish le.
den reached home before 11
drank warm milk
dunno why but i think its nice. hahas
tml have to work again.
cos one aunt still cannot come.
the other one not sure coming anot.

&the beauty.

9:50 PM

mon.
went to work with parents in the morning
ate brunch at home
brought bro to lot 1
cos he going out with his frens to vivo
reached jurong east and eat chee kueh
den work. aunt called and ask whether i got go work anot
she say uncle don allow her to come
but in the end she still came
but she couldnt do somethings at some time
cos she will have chest pain
and heart will beat very fast
so did alot of things
and business was good
den abt 5 i hungry again
so ate milo and biscuits
i have big appetite.haha
den finish work and went home
slept at 3

tues.
woke up at 7.30am
cos have to bring grandma to wu li zhi liao
i think is physiotherapy in eng
den went to west coast to bring grandma
den go amk the hosp.
mom accompanied granny
i went with dad to the cafeteria
ate cookies with milo
cos dunno why no appetite
after that went with dad to buangkok
de sunlove home to see my da gu
bought her mee siam and kopi o
den i went to pay the nursing fees
cos mom not around
den must write cheque den dad sign
i so scared will write wrongly. haha
after that dad and i went back to amk
wait for granny to be done
den we went to holland village there i think
to eat crystal jade la mian xiao long bao
but i didnt eat alot
cos no appetite. dunno why
den aunt called my phone and ask for clinic's num
her heartbeat beat very fast again
den she went to nuh again
so she wouldnt be coming down to work again
den fri got ppl book tables
hopefully we can handle it with onli a few of us
aunt really have to take care
den today went to m hotel to eat.
very full now
tml going woth parents to work again.

&the beauty.

1:24 AM

well. sat and sun have been working
sat.
aunt was admitted to nuh
cos of hugh blood pressure.
very high.hundred and seventy plus
didnt noe until 5 plus
cos was working at centre
den quickly went to parents shop
aunt alright le.
den started business
it is so messy lo.
cos aunt not here
den mom have to split into a few roles
after that cleared up and went home.

sun.
woke up at 12 plus
cos very tired
these few days very difficult to get into sleep
keep tossing on the mattress den can sleep
so went with parents in the morning
together with bro and yj
cos mei went to school
ate bak gut teh and went to work le
aunt didnt come today
cos jus discharged yesterday so have to rest
not sure she coming tml anot
today is again very very messy
and make me wan to die
was standing and walking the whole day
when we having dinner at 9 plus
i was feeling so great
cos can sit down and rest my legs
den yj and bro went home in melvin's car
i stayed to help clear up
cleared until 11 den went home

these few days i have been eating and eating non-stop.
after holidays i confirm gain weight.
haha. must start going swimming le.

&the beauty.